Showing posts with label weed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weed. Show all posts

Thursday, August 30, 2018

A Quick Story: Indica vs Sativa



One of the best things to come from the legalization of marijuana is that one can better control one's experience while under its influence. In the past, there was no way to be sure of the type of strand you were getting. Even if a dealer told you what type it was you just had to trust that they had accurate information and that there were trustworthy but some drug dealers are not trustworthy. 

One time I ate a weed brownie that a friend had made. We did not discuss whether it was indica or sativa because this was before weed was legal and such a topic rarely came up. I knew from experience that edibles had a much stronger effect so I only ate about half the brownie. A few hours later I was high as a kite but I needed to go to bed. I lay in bed with my mind racing for a while and then I just had to get up and move around. I walked around my apartment going over everything I had ever contemplated in my mind. Where was I? Where had I been? What should I do with my life? And a thousand other questions raced across my mind as I paced around for hours.

Although this is an extreme case this kind of uplifting effect is typical of sativa strains of marijuana. Indica tends to have the opposite effect. Instead of acting like a stimulant indica acts like a relaxant. It slows you down and allows you to chill out.

Nowadays I only like to smoke at night when I am done doing anything particularly important. This means that I smoke later in the evening most of the time and if I were to smoke a sativa strain I would have a harder time sleeping and the effect of stimulating my mind along with decreased short-term memory means that my stream of consciousness becomes more chaotic as concepts are created and forgotten quickly. With indica, short-term memory loss still introduces a small amount of chaos but in a much calmer way. 

Cannabis 101: What's the difference between Indica, Sativa & Hybrid?
-Leafly

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nITlICp5SE

Saturday, July 21, 2018

The Cult Dream on 7/19/2018

Walking home at night through a back route that was in a small field when I am attacked by a young man with knives as fingers and a mask. Looked like a monster out of a Saw movie.
Later my brother along with my sister and mom are in the field to help me but my brother insists that we follow after the maniac.
I knew without sufficient weaponry we would be tortured, killed and may be eaten.
We follow the trail into the woods when we come across a cult worshipping in the woods.
I tackle the first one I see and a fight breaks out but there are too many of them.
I'm not sure how I got out of it.

Analysis:
Prior to this evening's dream, I had had little sleep and had a fairly stressful day. The next day was expected to be even more stressful.  Anticipating all the potential issues happening the next day and anticipating the day, in general, this dream was about fear. Also, I didn't smoke any weed that night. This was one of the most vivid dreams I have had in a long time. It was full of dread and anxiety.

I ended up getting enough sleep though, and the next day turned out to be a good day. Still, it was very stressful as I was doing professional work with zero experience and little training. I think that the dream was a template for dealing with the impending stress. It was a kind of rehearsal. I followed my brother into a stressful situation but the only way to deal with it was to head toward it and take it on.